我好希望整个地球只剩下我和你我就能勇敢的说我还爱你

Monday, November 28, 2005

have been arranging a day to go swimming with mindy for a very long time.. i dunno when will my group start doing the chinese project... i went swimming at delta alone today.. whooosh! manage to swim 30 laps in an hour.. hmm.. sound rather good rite? 2 mins per lap... on average.. but.... i use to swim better in the past lor... 2 laps in 2.5min.. hehe.. during my gold swimming test.. with pyjamas on summore lor... now.. 2 laps w/o pyjamas to add on difficulty, instead of swimming faster, i take 4 min to finish 2 lapz.. i told my mum.. but she say that swim for so long, sure got rest in between and will get tired.. will not be able to keep up with the speed for whole hour, sure will slow down in the end wan... hmm... i must break my record... aiming to swim ave. 1.5 min per lap.. which means.. i will be able to swim 40 lapz in an hour... :) hope can do it.. wan to train my stamina back.. at the same time.. can lose weight.. *hehs* also can tan abit... cos like.. become fair le... darker look nicer worx.. (my opinion la.. kies?) bought a xmas card for my dearie today!! very very very super duper special... cos.. can record own voice wan lor.. den like those musical cards.. when the recipent open the card, den will repeat what the sender has recorded repeatedly... so special lor... i just simply love the idea!!! :)

.-PoNdErEd.UpoN.wiV.TeArs.@. {5:26 PM}.
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Saturday, November 26, 2005

went to my grandma home today.. as usual... lolx... she say she wan to cut spiky hair style.. all of a sudden lor... laugh till our hearts out... dunno why she keep thinking of weird stuff nowadays... hope her memory gets better.. and also.. think of more happy things... :)

.-PoNdErEd.UpoN.wiV.TeArs.@. {11:50 PM}.
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Friday, November 25, 2005

had not been blogging for almost a month!!! hmm.. wanted to post lots and lots of pix.. but dunno is my explorer got prob or is because of my blogskin.. just couldn't.. u can say that i'm lazy.. cos i had not been blogging for a long time.. i had not been going to drum for very long time too.. guess the stock taking had ended.. wad a vp i am.. i din really do the stock take.. but ya.. i will still complete my 25 hours of duty no matter wad happens... i'll process the items..

these days.. many things happened.. happy, sad.. both..

*smilex*
enjoyed alot on the day that me, mindy, kaijia n xiao ying played mahjong at yishun emerald.. took some pix of the surroundings to show my mum.. i think that place is really nice.. but to me.. is really far... :) wanna go there and play some time in holidays again.. hopefully with more ppl..

*sobX*
ScaRed Me.. one morning, my mum bought breakfast for my grandma as usual to boon keng.. first thing that my grandma told my mum was.. "我要跳楼。我总有一天一定跳下去。" she say my uncle scold her whenever he comes home, even when he is about to sleep, he still scold her.. upon hearing this, i was scare to tears.. i was really worried that she will do silly things.. she always think of things repeatedly in her mind and she is always left alone at home.. if she kept thinking of committing suicide, she may really do it... i am really scared of losing her.. my mum comforted her.. telling her happy things.. e.g. my nephew is going to 满月, ask her to think of that.. thinking that she is really fortunate cos she have greatgrand children.. a super big family tree.. tell her that is school holidays now, soon it wil be chinese new year, gonna bring her to perm her hair soon, think of reunion dinners... now, she nvr say that she wanna commit suicide le.. but still.. this incident still lingers in my mind, it still worries me...

*smilex*
watch wey wey's (my cute lil niece) performance... she was so cute in the leafy costume.. cost she performed as a flower.. when the MC asked her " what can u see in the garden?" she actually answered mosquito... wad a funny but true answer.. ( she was actually supposed to say things related to the performance.. e.g. caterpillar and flowers.. lolx..) had dinner with wey's family, my cousin n her bf and my sis at a vegetarian shop... really had lots of fun that day.. played at playground, kynaz was exceptionally cute... everything was so enjoyable.. if only the time can stop or the nite could be longer for us to really haf more fun..

rena's birthday.. went to her home with tingz and spen.. to so called celebrate with her.. she haf exam the next day.. so we also din wan to bother her for very long.. played a while with snoopy.. rena's doggie.. he's really cute now.. but he... hmm.. rena actually carried snoopy and showed us his private part... gross.. she say that snoopy is erecting now... (red red wan lor...) we were all afraid to carry at that time.. lolx.. but we did had some chance to catch up with each other abit.. :) enjoyable.. hope to get together soon...

met up with my ex-poa tutor and rena.. cos rena wan to ask him some stuff abt SMU.. we meet at marina's changing appetite.. the place that i saw jia de previously with a ger.. lolx.. previously.. went with dear.. din think the food was really nice.. but this time round.. i think is better le.. :) mr tan gave us a treat.. so nice of him.. had nice time catching up.. recalled the days in sec sch.. so fun... :) i owe mr tan a treat... when i got a job and have pay.. i must remember to ask him out againz.. den give him a treat.. :)

dear lend me a hongkong drama to watch.. is really a nice show.. misleading track.. it took me a few days to watch such a short drama of 20 episode.. i could have finish watching in like 1 day's time.. all because it was dvd.. and i had to use my sis's laptop to watch.. and i can only watch when she is ard n not using it.. which is like at nite after she slp... (most of the time) so i spend more days watching it.. one of the days when i watch.. i din know until the next morning that the a.c adaptor was faulty and i actually used up all the battery inside.. she was furious.. i tot that she would not lend me her laptop to watch the show after it's fixed le.. but.. she still did.. =) the usual comp repairman helped her get a sony a.c adaptor for $90.. hengz.. cos if is original fujitsu wan.. costs $160...

these days.. i din just slack... i did try to exercise and proceed with my project s.. i watch tv n skip or do hula hoop at the same time.. i went downstairs to jog.. went swim swim.. but.. my wt dun seem to go down much.. guess i must try alot harder..

i also worked on drum matters... hopefully the things i do are useful.. :)

hmm... ya.. i noe that this blog is really short to cover so many days of things i've did.. but... i really ran outta words to write le..

.-PoNdErEd.UpoN.wiV.TeArs.@. {3:07 PM}.
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Monday, November 07, 2005

had been ill for a few dayz.. finally got time to blog.. and got the mood as well... i'm really sorrie to 05a7b.. din turn up for the class outing that day. my cousin gathering booked me earlier.. if only the class outing hadn't change date from monday to wednesday, i'll be able to turn up for the outing le.. so sorry.. see? the medicine that i have to swollow down my throat... till now still not fully recover yet... haiz..

.-PoNdErEd.UpoN.wiV.TeArs.@. {9:54 AM}.
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Saturday, November 05, 2005

Share Some nice songs.. really like her songs... sound abit like fairy tales type.. and the lyrics are very romance style.. (i like it... =P)

陈绮贞 ~ 太多

喜欢一个人孤独的时刻但不能喜欢太多
在地铁站或美术馆孤独像睡眠一样餵养我
以永无止尽的坠落需要音乐取暖
喜欢一个人孤独的时刻但不能喜欢太多

喜欢一个喝着红酒的女孩在下雨音乐奏起的时候
把她送上铁塔给全世界的人写明信片
像一只鸟在最高的地方歌声嘹亮
喜欢一个喝着红酒的女孩但不能喜欢太多

喜欢一个阳光照射的角落但不能喜欢太多
是幼稚园的小朋友笑声像睡眠一样打扰我
我们轻轻的挥一挥手凝结照片的伤口
我喜欢一个阳光照射的角落但不能喜欢太多
喜欢一个人孤独的时刻但不能喜欢太多

陈绮贞 ~ 旅行的意义

你看过了许多美景你看过了许多美女
你迷失在地图上每一道短暂的光阴
你品尝了夜的巴黎你踏过下雪的北京
你熟记书本里每一句你最爱的真理

却说不出你爱我的原因却说不出你欣赏我哪一种表情
却说不出在什么场合我曾让你动心说不出离开的原因

你累计了许多飞行你用心挑战纪念品
你蒐集了地图上每一次的风和日丽
你拥抱热情的岛屿你埋葬记忆的土耳其
你流连电影里美丽的不真实的场景

却说不出你爱我的原因却说不出你欣赏我哪一种表情
却说不出在什么场合我曾让你分心说不出旅行的意义

你勉强说出你爱我的原因却说不出你欣赏我哪一种表情
却说不出在什么场合我曾让你分心说不出离开的原因

勉强说出你为我寄出的每一封信都是你离开的原因
你离开我就是旅行的意义

.-PoNdErEd.UpoN.wiV.TeArs.@. {6:40 AM}.
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Friday, November 04, 2005

i think this song is really cute lorz.. =P but is quite nice actually.. =)

苏有朋 ~ 同桌的你

明天你是否会想起昨天你写的日记
明天你是否还惦记曾经最爱哭的你
老师们都已想不起猜不出问题的你
我也是偶然翻相片才想起同桌的你
谁娶了多愁善感的你谁看了你的日记
谁把你的长发盘起谁给你做的嫁衣
你从前总是很小心问我借半块橡皮
你也曾无意中说起喜欢和我在一起
那时候天总是很蓝日子总过得太慢
你总说毕业遥遥无期转眼就各奔东西
谁遇到多愁善感的你谁安慰爱哭的你
谁看了我给你写的信谁把他丢在风里
从前的日子都远去我也将有我的妻
我也会给她看相片给她讲同桌的你
谁娶了多愁善感的你谁看了你的日记
谁把你的长发盘起谁给你做的嫁衣啦啦啦啦啦...

.-PoNdErEd.UpoN.wiV.TeArs.@. {6:54 AM}.
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Wednesday, November 02, 2005

checked in with kiki and teng (my cousinz) at swissotel.. the one located at raffles city. there were 2 rooms. both at 56th storey. one with better view and has a baby cot specially requested cos my niece and nephew will be here as well. before my niece and nephew reach this place, teng "tested" the cot's durability.. lolx.. hmm.. we swam at the pool till near evening and my mum, peng(my younger sis) and loong(my younger bro) went home and the rest of us proceed with dinner near allson hotel. it was vegetarian zhu chao. very delicious. we wanted to go esplanade area to take photos of the nite scenery but my niece, wey not feeling well and all of us are tired too (i guess..) so we went back to hotel to rest.. den, we also wanted to go to the bar at the 72th storey cos we wan to see the nite scenery from the top.. but by the time wey fall aslp after she vomited, the time was already 12 plus.. and some of us are tired and fell aslp le, so we din go up to the bar too.. next day went for duck tour.. not as exciting as i thought it would be. the rocky route actually made me feel like puking.. but the "guide" was quite good looking.. so.. at least made me feel beta... lolx.. hmm.. but he very lame wan.. and i've got my prince charming le.. so... ya.. my mind wun wonder about.. =P after that, we actually got ourselves a complimentry trip on the hippotour (the "topless" bus) . we sat the one that goes to sentosa. though the bus only got to the entrance and not into it, i'm already quite amazed as the experience was really interesting. the bus then took off from sentosa and passed by orchard road before returning back to suntec city.. it was really a pity that the sky was still quite bright and the lights at orchard were not lit yet.. but.. ya.. i love the experience.. ate marche after the trip.. i like the rosti.. hope to go with my dearie, my nutties and my classmates of ny.. both 04s6c and 05a7b.. mentioning about nutty... i really miss them lots!!! gotta arrange a day to meet up with them during the hols and catch up lots with them...!!! =)

.-PoNdErEd.UpoN.wiV.TeArs.@. {1:53 PM}.
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