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Monday, March 27, 2006

gt back maths today.. sux! got less than half of wad i gt for promos last year. hate tis! worked harder for this blk test compared to last yr's promos lor... sickening maclaurins!!! spent most of my time on maclaurin.... yet....... din score for the qn much too!!!

econs mcq if less than 13 out of 20, need to go back to sch on sat to retake and this time round, have to score at leat 18 out of 20. ("great!!")

pain all day... also dunno wad pain.. sure not gastric pain... ate porridge for breakfast n lunch... just dunno wad to eat.. and no appetite.... sux!!!

mum said grandma tried to control her shitting today when mum fetch my sis -choy fong back to ntu.. when mum came home, MESS is wad she saw.. grandma only changed her top..(which i dun understand why she dirtied her bottom and yet she change her top and not her bottom) den she wore the dirty bottom and pretended to slp on the bed when mum comes home. mum found out because the toilet was still dirty and can smell "sth". mum persuaded her to bathe due to hygiene but she refused. dad's tone was abit more harsh when she tries to give excuses and tries to reason out with us..etc he insists that grandma bathe. she actually dragged the action of going to bathe from 10+am till abt 5+ evening la.. and yet she still wanna drag further... (dun she feel uncomfortable??) den she unwillingly go bathe.. while she take off her clothes, she curse n swear... *sighs* she's just getting lazier each day.. she bathe, also very lazy.. use right hand take soap, apply on left hand only, den rinse off and for her whole body, she just use water only... (is this call bathing????) i really dunno wad to say... mum's complaining.. every 2-3 days she will lose control over her bladder... actually.. she's merely being lazy, trying to wait till it's really urgent den go toilet. hope she can stop doing this.. mum's going crazy soon too.

lost control over myself just now. screamed.
had a sucky day today and dad couldn't stop irritating me. he just enjoy seeing me irritated la.
having all the bad news abt the results of blk test n having abdominal pain all day and stupid nose bleed again. so many so many stuff happening and he wanna irritate me further.... i can't stand all these and screamed that i'm gonna pack my things n leave home one of this day when i can't take it anymore. he's gettin on my nerves.

i broke down n cried. i din noe y i had such a reaction. just simply... i dunno la!! just dunno wad to say.

sometimes i wish my nose really is having a cancer.. maybe i'll get more care n concern from him instead of mere irritation. also.. i hope tat i'm diagnose with nose cancer and leave ny soon. can't stand the results i get and hearing all the ( -ve ) motivational speeches.
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one word to describe today.... SUX!!!!

.-PoNdErEd.UpoN.wiV.TeArs.@. {8:53 PM}.
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