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Thursday, May 18, 2006

thanks everyone who send me greetings and showered me with their love, care and concern...etc no matter i did see or din see ur sms.

wad a birthday this year.

went out with darlin on 17th and ended up losing my hp. guess it dropped out of my bag while i was riding on his bike home. spend da nite walking around my estate to find. walked for 2+ hrs le, still cannot find. tendency to tap my ez link while have my hp with me. so, put my ez link with my hp together. heng... cos is nokia 2100.. but.... this really did affect me. cos i feel that i'm super irresponsible. hate myself for not taking care of things that i say was impt to me. just a simple action of zipping my bag up which wun take more than 2 secs and i did not. angry with myself.

my life revolves around coins now. feel like punishing myself with no hp out of my home for 2 mths. (shall decide again.)

thanks 05a7b.. the happy birthday girls (kaijia, xiao ying n caiping) for leading in the b'day song. thanks to my clique n frens who have brighten up my day.. esp xin yang, lynette, sihui.. thanks thanks. and thanks to the eggs ya.. so INNOVATIVE! 2 fried eggs and the fried egg sweets from mini toons. thanks for the nice black forest cake from HANs too. thanks thanks *touched* i could have felt worse. din mean to tear this morning. just that.. i dunno why.. mayb because i tried to resist myself from crying d whole nite. so.. when u guys mention abt wad i did on 17 nite.. going out with my dear, i recalled abt things going well in the first place.. it was a happy nite.. but it ended so unhappily.

1 may ~ happy birthday Francis
2 may ~ happy birthday andrew
6 may ~ happy birthday xuian ming
13 may ~ happy birthday ting
13 may ~ happy birthday xinyang
14 may ~ happy birthday shamus
19 may ~ happy birthday guo chun
20 may ~ happy birthday yanxing
20 may ~ happy birthday yuan xun

replacing the sim card and my ez link card tml.

.-PoNdErEd.UpoN.wiV.TeArs.@. {8:31 PM}.
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.-PoNdErEd.UpoN.wiV.TeArs.@. {8:31 PM}.
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Monday, May 08, 2006

Grandma's operation over. now at sgh blk 4 (ICA)

*sigh a heave of relieve*

.-PoNdErEd.UpoN.wiV.TeArs.@. {8:59 PM}.
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I Like the Words. So Nice rite?

i think everyone shd try to make their glittery words too! :)

.-PoNdErEd.UpoN.wiV.TeArs.@. {8:53 PM}.
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Sunday, May 07, 2006

grandma will be going for operation at abt 2pm tml. *worried* will i be able to concentrate on my econs test tml? grandma dun seem to noe that she will be going for operation tml. she dun seem worried at all. went to visit her this morning from abt 8am to abt 3+pm. chat with her with lotsa stuff. asked her wad's peng sis's daughter's name, she say she can't remember. den i tell her is wei wei. she said "huh? mei mei?" den i repeat myself, this time she say "huh? fei loi(fat girl)?" lolx.. she, herself think is funny too. we had lotsa laugh today. ask her wad's her age, she say she 50 years old and my uncle is 40 years old. lolx.. how can she give birth to my uncle at 10 year old? haha. blurz! (she actually is 85 this year) den i asked her abt WW2 where she hide? she say under the bed. i ask her why, she say is because got mattress up there and the bomb will be springed away. lolx. she's so cute la! den i asked her if her time, she need to bind her legs or not. she say she dun need to tied "dumpling legs" den right after this topic, she told my mum to eat dumplings. but there are no dumplings at her bed. so funny rite?

*arghs* think i'm gonna miss her even more n be more worried.

嬷嬷，
等你好了，我买糖，椰子糕，煎堆，nasi lemak, mee siam, 给你吃。:) :) :)

.-PoNdErEd.UpoN.wiV.TeArs.@. {8:42 PM}.
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Saturday, May 06, 2006

grandma is diagnosed with gastric ulcer that is bleeding and colorectal cancer. it is confirmed that her operation to remove the cancer cells on monday, 8 may. hope she will be safe n sound after the operation.

symptoms of colorectal cancer:
* Bleeding from the rectum
* A change in bowel movement pattern that continues over time
* General discomfort in the abdomen (frequent gas pains, cramping pain, feeling of bloating or fullness)
* Vomiting
* Constant fatigue
* Chronic constipation
* Anemia, with symptoms such as tiredness, malaise, pallor
* Unexplained weight loss

i dunwan to lose anyone at this moment. i feel like visiting grandma. have not visit her since last sunday midnite aft i return home frm sgh cos i sick. i still ill, but i feel like visiting her b4 monday. (ya.. i'm afraid that i may nt get to see her again. *worried*)

shd i go?

.-PoNdErEd.UpoN.wiV.TeArs.@. {6:57 PM}.
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Tuesday, May 02, 2006

grandma was admitted to hospital on sunday.
i followed my uncle's car to sgh behind the ambulance. stayed and waited at sgh from 4+pm to abt 12.30am den went home with my mum to rest. cos.. i guess my immunity was rather weak... got bacteria attack. down with fever, sore throat and block nose.. highest temp record.. 39.0 deg. haven't die of fever. (dunno if eating ice or bathe in ice wld help to bring my temp down faster.. but... i din try.. :))may day was a day for me to slp 24hrs!! whole public holiday was wasted just by slping away!! i slp, wake up eat abit of bread, take medicine and slp.. this was my routine for labour day. and guess wad? my whole day, i only ate 1 slice of white bread. cos really have gt no appetite and din wan to eat medicine with empty stomach. so force myself to at least eat abot of bread.

fever subsided in the morning to abt 37.5 deg. decide to go to sch. but not gonna lose my voice completely, so rather be a mute today. write wad i wanna say. and ya.. patience shows a good return.. my throat was lots better.. so.. ya... with more gaggling of listerine, and my throat medicine, guess i'll be able to speak up real fast. :) :) :)

took early leave today. heng. cos i went home, while bathing, i felt nausea and vomited. *yucks* whole day only ate the ingredients of the fishball guo tiao. and now, vomit them out. equals to never eat for today again. dunno wad is wrong with me.
just lost all my appetite for eating.

today is my nephew, Kynaz and my uncle's birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to BOTH. :) :)

.-PoNdErEd.UpoN.wiV.TeArs.@. {3:59 PM}.
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