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Tuesday, July 31, 2007

got these from the granny's blog... din know got such "IN" granny in singapore... LOL.. had a good laugh while reading... haha..

.-PoNdErEd.UpoN.wiV.TeArs.@. {11:47 PM}.
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okay.. yaya... no more food and drinks... went to gym in the afternoon wanting to tire myself out completely so i can slp early and would not feel thirsty... but my mum... hai... shd i say.. my aunt?? hmm... gratitude goes to my 5th aunt who is feeling concern abt my health cos i'm going for the dental surgery.. so she gave a pkt of american ginseng to my mum to boil it into drinks for me... and ya... wad a day to choose.... after i come back from gym, i drank 2 cups of it and ever since i drink it.... i'm feeling super energetic... can't get to slp.... gosh.... still got a bit of flu... dunno will affect tml or not... dunwan to postpone the surgery.. cos if postpone, must wait till december den wun affect my lessons... who knows wad will happen in between... so i must get it done tml,.. hope tml when i wake up, everything is gone... no morning sinus for me pls!!!

.-PoNdErEd.UpoN.wiV.TeArs.@. {11:24 PM}.
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I am gonna be meeting my doom tml!! need to go for injection first before i get knocked out for 6 hours... (bless me!) how i wish he can be there for me.. but.. he's out for field camp, can't even sms with me... dun think i can speak or eat for the next few days... gonna have my last meal and drink before my operation tml... *scared*

.-PoNdErEd.UpoN.wiV.TeArs.@. {8:49 PM}.
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Monday, July 30, 2007

was ransacking my stuff and saw i cd that i burn last time... memories of secondary sch days came back... those songs were often sang and had been really popular that time... tot of my sec sch frens, time spent together, staying after sch just to mug and to chat.. staying in the classroom... eating the waffle sold across the road.. chasing after ppl who bullies me.. disturbing the teachers... performances and rehearsals.. chalets... classmates... i miss my 2e1 frenz! days of sistas, nutty... all came back... (Aww.... i miss those days!)

A1 - Like A Rose

And As I Look Into Your Eyes
I See An Angel In Disguise
Sent From God Above
For Me To Love
To Hold And Idolise

And As I Hold Your Body Near
I'll See This Month Through To A Year
And Then Forever On
Til Life Is Gone
I'll Keep Your Loving Near

And Now I've Finally Found My Way
To Lead Me Down This Lonely Road
All I Have To Do
Is Follow You
To Lighten Off My Load

You Treat Me Like A Rose
You Give Me Room To Grow
You Shone The Light Of Love On Me
And Gave Me Air So I Can Breathe
You Open Doors That Close
In A World Where Anything Goes
You Give Me Strength So I Stand Tall
Just Like A Rose

And When I Feel Like Hope Is Gone
You Give Me Strength To Carry On
Each Time I Look At You
There's Something New
To Keep Our Loving Strong

I Hear You Whisper In My Ear
All Of The Words I Long To Hear
Of How You'll Always Be
Here Next To Me
To Wipe Away My Tears

And Now I've Finally Found My Way
To Lead Me Down This Lonely Road
All I Have To Do
Is Follow You
To Lighten Off My Load

You Treat Me Like A Rose
You Give Me Room To Grow
You Shone The Light Of Love On Me
And Gave Me Air So I Can Breathe
You Opened Doors I Closed
In A World Where Anything Goes
You Give Me Strength So I Stand Tall
Within This Bed Of Earth
Just Like A Rose

And Though The Seasons Change
Our Love Remains The Same
You Face The Thunder
When The Sunshine Turns To Rain
Just Like A Rose

You Treat Me Like A Rose
You Give Me Room To Grow
You Shone The Light Of Love On Me
And Gave Me Air So I Can Breathe
You Opened Doors I Closed
In A World Where Anything Goes
You Give Me Strength So I Stand Tall
Within This Bed Of Earth
Just Like A Rose

You Give Me Strength So I Stand Tall
Within This Bed Of Earth
Just Like A Rose

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Westlife - My Love

An empty street
An empty house
A hole inside my heart
I’m all alone
The rooms are getting smaller
I wonder how
I wonder why
I wonder where they are
The days we had
The songs we sang together
Oh yeah
And all my love
We’re holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far

Chorus
So I say it in a breath
Hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again my love
All the seas go coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again my love

I tried to read
I go to work
I’m laughing with my friends
But I can’t stop
To keep myself from thinking

Oh no
I wonder how
I wonder why
I wonder where they are
The days we had
The songs we sang together
Oh yeah
And all my love
We’re holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far

Chorus
So I say it in a breath
Hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again my love
All the seas go coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again

To hold you in my arms
To promise you my love
To tell you from my heart
You’re all I’m thinking of
Reaching for the love that seems so far

Chorus
So …So I say it in a breath
Hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again my love
All the seas go coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again my love
See you in a prayer
Dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again my love
All the seas go coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again my love

.-PoNdErEd.UpoN.wiV.TeArs.@. {3:21 PM}.
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Sunday, July 29, 2007

got my xray last month at my private dentist...

Those that is circle in yellow are those i need to extract... all not grown out yet... but they can't grow out properly in future... so need to extract lor... *sigh*

.-PoNdErEd.UpoN.wiV.TeArs.@. {11:11 PM}.
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finalised my date for my wisdom teeth extraction operation le... gonna be on 1st aug.. wed.. which is just 3 days more.. now trying super hard to recover from my flu n slight sorethroat... cos if sick, den can't go for operation... i dunwan to have anymore delays.. cos... i'll have to wait till december if i dunwan to miss lessons.. currently lessons have not really started.. so... now shd be a better time.. gonna go for the operation that will slp.. the general one... that takes 6 hours... so scared! cos need to have injection and after wake up, 4 teeth gone and 7 days of MC waiting for me.. plus... i dun think i'll be able to eat.. cos... after a week, need to take out the stitches... everything just seem to be quite scary... cos got risks involve... my wisdom tooth at the bottom is pressing on the nerve... so i'll lose my feeling of bite for min. a month... some suay people will experience permanent lost of feeling... i hope i dun belong the the latter...

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anyway... last friday got my teambonding day with my GESL group... which will be my group for the service learning course... need to plan a service learning thing for the community with them... was a bit surprised because it's a group with people of different race, age, backgrounds...etc i have group members already married for 5 years and group member that will get married next year.. and also group members who is mid-career change... and even a registered nurse! all the rojak qualities... haha.. anyway... they are all nice people... and some are really enthu... hope we'll have a great time working with each other.. :) but.. 1st aug is actually a day where we meet for the first time for GESL... but... i'm gonna miss it... cos the operation is 8am in the morning! super early....

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I love orientation week... life is so relax... can't imagine how life will be when everything starts... still trying hard to make new friends that i can work with... hope everything will go fine for these 2 years... received a call from one of my student's parent ytd... got to learn abt how my student miss me and really know that what i had been doing for the past half a year did not go to waste.. because... my student and the parent do appreciate the remarks i write in the assignments and i really did leave an impression for my student... so glad.. :)

.-PoNdErEd.UpoN.wiV.TeArs.@. {10:55 PM}.
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Thursday, July 26, 2007

FIRST DAY at NIE!!!
saw many ppl.... as expected... my course has many sirs and madams who are obviously at least 10 years older.... and there is a high possibility of them being my classmates... haha.. anyway.. so far so gd ba... cos... now is still the orientation aka honeymoon period... saw someone who looks like Chong Loon.. haha.. so funny... den i even ask chong loon if it's really him.. mayb acc his fren there... and so qiao... when i msg... that... "chong loon" happen to check hp too... for a few occasion... that's y i tot it's really him.. haha... after that.. saw the "chong loon" in the Chinese briefing also... haha... so qiao.. gonna find out more abt this person.. mayb he is somehow related to chong loon.. mayb.... long lost brother or cousin...etc lolz.. anyway... arghZ!!! my nose kenna flu bug again... stupid wisdom tooth is bugging me too.. infection.. causing my immunity to reduce further... goodness sick! my immunity is alr bad in the first place... so.... i really hope to extract them faster... but... from the "calendar" i see today... seems like i must wait till it's my vacation... which is december den i'll have my "free time" to do so... cos... operation needs lotsa rest!!! and yes! ppl who are down with flu syndrome like me needs lots of rest too! i hope i'll have time to blog abt my NIE life almost everyday or hmm... at least every week... hope to pen down stuff to look back in future.... gonna rest alr... flu bug is attacking..... Ahhhhh......... Choooooo!

.-PoNdErEd.UpoN.wiV.TeArs.@. {12:06 AM}.
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Tuesday, July 24, 2007

ended my job as a relief teacher on 20th july, friday... finally.... hmm.... seems fast.... even though it had alr been more than half a year. sickening me! nvr bring my camera on the last day to take pictures with my cute pri 1 students.... esp aden, fahkruddin, iswandee, yifan, iman... lolz... mostly boys.... i guess... boys are really cuter in primary sch... they are forever with endless energy that could keep them super hyperactive for the whole day. shy boys are also cute.. haha.. but most of those i'm "in love" with are all cheeky boys who nvr fails to catch my attention.. i love their eyes! (big n beautiful... seem to be able to speak!! haha..) din get to see my attention seeking girl before i leave.. hope she's fine n well.. :)

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4 days of rest before i go NIE tml for my orientation... gonna meet caiping, xiao ying there!! (and lots of Cheena speaking people!!! sooo...ooo "exciting"!!!) haha... serve me rite by choosing to specialise in chinese... haha... quite expected to see them there... next time... mayb my accent will also be very cheena... haha... anyway... looking forward to the day tml... think i'll be lost in the campus.. but of cos.. i hope i won't.. can't remember who studies in ntu.. but i hope to meet all my frenz who are there.. visit their hostel and meeting them for meals! heex... i've been mingling with kids for so long... it's time i shd meet people who are of my age again.. haha..

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went for the appointment at Alex. hosp on sat to talk abt my extraction of my buried wisdom teeth.. why is it teeth, not tooth?? cos.... the dentist actually suggested me to extract all FOUR on the same day, at the same time!! think i'll die of PAIN!! haven't made any appointment for the operation yet because it will take me a day... cos it's day operation and it's a whole person under anaesthesia for at least 6 hours... need to be aslp after the operation until the groggy effect goes off... and.... haha! actually... i'm still young!!! they say i below 21 years old, need to be accompanied by a parent or guardian... haha.... UNBELIEVABLE!!! cos i'm alr a person who had started to work... yet operation still nee to be accompanied by parent... sound like some PG movie where children need to have parent's guidance... lolz! hahaha... anyway... ya... haven't book any appointment cos i dunno which parent will be able to acc me there.. and... dunno if i have any civil service benefits... and the dentist say i'll need to have A WEEK of MC after that... NIE is paying me to study... can't miss their lessons... scared they make me repeat or make me pay... so need to wait for study recess or vacation... and the nearest recess is last week of september... the operation don't seem to be very expensive if u consider extracting FOUR teeth... cos... everything adds up to about a thousand bucks.. i hope i'll have my civil service benefits... den.... 85% will be paid by MOE... den i dun need to pay so much for my operation... mayb less than 200 bucks summore... hehe.. hmmm... this entry is super duper long! i beta stop alr! haha... i want to swim!!! finally see the sun out!!!! Whooooohhoooooo!!

.-PoNdErEd.UpoN.wiV.TeArs.@. {12:05 PM}.
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Saturday, July 21, 2007

received an email recently, asking me to watch this video... dunno if this guy will be sued or not.... did he use the national anthem of malaysia to make tis video? (seriously, i dunno the national anthem of other c'tries other than singapore... haha..)

.-PoNdErEd.UpoN.wiV.TeArs.@. {8:45 AM}.
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Tuesday, July 17, 2007

14th july, saturday, just signed a contract which costs me 5 years of freedom... haha... i actually "sold" myself to MOE on saturday.. hmm... 2 years of studying + 3 years bond... nearly din make it for the signing... cos... din read the letters properly... nearly "lost" one of my surety... heng... last min, a cousin of mine helped to be my surety.. hehe..

15th july... sunday.. met up with 05a7b classmates to sentosa.. hmm... tried to take the skyride n the luge.... i love the experience on the luge... but.... it's a pity that it's quite a fast trip down... so fast, that i haven't get the kick yet... haha... hope to go for it again! hehe... anyway... at the beach abit bored on sat... cos... nth much to do there... mere dipping into the water and chat... nth much... lunch at thai express was rather nice too.. the glass noodles is really tasty... hehe... i tot everything in the menu will be spicy... good thing that.... some aren't spicy... and it's delicious summore! celia n ying ying ordered the something in the tomyum soup, but when their order were brought to our table, we tot the order was wrong cos the soup base was clear... it doesn't seem "tom yum" But...... after they try their soup, from their expressions..... hehe... can see that... it's really tom yum soup... and it's rather spicy summore... if it's my order, i think i'll just leave the bowl of glass noodles in tom yum soup alone, and order something new... or.... maybe, i'll just lose all my appetite... haha... anyway.. ya.... time spent was quite enjoyable i must say.... but..... just hope the next outing not that boring... i mean... ya... like.. chatting away at the beach... cos... there are also other places that we can chat... mayb... an outing to some boardgames cafe?? at least... i think that it more fun! hehe!

a new teacher is finally taking over me... hope she doesn't have a hard time... my children are going to the zoo on thursday! will i be following my class?? can i just join any class? just float around? cos... actually, i wanna join many different classes other than my own class... i would love to go with 1d, 1c, 1h, 1f too! there are really cute students that i like alot... esp 1d!! haha... some of them are really cute! my lil darlingS! i'll miss them badly man!

"We're going to the zoo, zoo, zoo.. how about you, you, you? You can come too, too, too.. We're going to the zoo, zoo, zoo.."

.-PoNdErEd.UpoN.wiV.TeArs.@. {11:15 PM}.
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Monday, July 09, 2007

Yea! someone's gonna come and take over my class.... hmm... feel rather sad to leave them.. but ya... i need some time to cool down after all the workload given to me, who is just a RT.. anyway... dunno why... just have the urge to address issues that concerns..... the news... haha...

Dengue's on the rise! everyone gonna take some actions... stop the mozzies from breeding anymore... alr gt ppl die from their bites!

watched news just now and was really affected by the news.....

Report: Taiwanese chef blamed for serving still-twitching fish
AP
AP - Sunday, July 8

TAIPEI, Taiwan - Animal lovers have slammed a Taiwanese chef for serving a gourmet dish that included a deep fried fish with its head still twitching, a newspaper reported Sunday.
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The chef serves the carp with its body deep-fried and covered with sweet and sour sauce, the mass-circulation United Daily News said.

"When eaters pick the fresh meat with their chopsticks, they can watch the fish's stirring mouth," the report said.

Animal lovers have criticized the practice, saying deep frying the fish while alive puts it through extreme pain.

The chef in the southern city of Chiayi said the dish _ called "yin yang fish" _ is popular in China, where chefs use it to show customers how fresh the food is.

"I've tried my best to offer my customers the finest dishes," the report quoted the chef, who was only identified by his surname, Wang, as saying.

Officials in Chiayi promised to persuade Wang to drop the dish from his menu, the report said.

i dunno how ppl think abt eating a fish like that..
but for me, i think this is definitely sick! psychopatic! even if i'm an omnivorous... i do eat meat... but this is too much to take... how could someone be eating happily facing a fish that is still staring at u, eating it's flesh?? just imagine how it feels when someone is tied to a chair, forced to look at how people are trying to cut their flesh out in front of them? it simply hurts! and it is super cruel! i really hope the people in these related countries put a stop to that.... that's simply insane, out of their mind and simply cold-blooded! to think that there are people out there who still doesn't mind and eat the fish like that! u people who eat the fish like that are sick!! psycho!!!

.-PoNdErEd.UpoN.wiV.TeArs.@. {11:09 PM}.
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Friday, July 06, 2007

Darlz gone for ns... i'm gonna enter nie soon... on the 25th july.. gonna sign my life to MOE next saturday... and ya... that's my restrictions! dun think got much time to learn driving... my life will be up in the woods... haha... bless me! :)

.-PoNdErEd.UpoN.wiV.TeArs.@. {10:06 PM}.
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Sunday, July 01, 2007

Funny song that i received from my email.... but... hmm... quite curious... does MM Lee knows about this? will he sue Mr Dick Lee? actually... quite surprised that Dick Lee dares to sing songs like that...

.-PoNdErEd.UpoN.wiV.TeArs.@. {10:25 PM}.
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watched the hk drama.. tang xin feng bao... heart of greed... it's a nice show... there's a song that is quite nice too... abit retro... but.. i think... if a person is all alone at nite, can listen this song to slp... or.. when someone needs to be alone, den can hear this song to distress...

My Love Will Get You Home, by Christine Glass

If you wander off too far, my love will get you home
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone
get back on your feet and think of me
my love will get you home Boy
my love will get you home.

If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone, get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home. Eva, my love will get you home.

If you ever feel ashame, my love will get you home
When there's only you to blame, my love will get you home
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone
get back on your feet and think of me
my love will get you home. Boy
my love will get you home

If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone
get back on your feet and think of me
my love will get you home. Boy
my love will get you home. Boy
my love will get you home

i'm moving on to my next stage of life soon... gonna go into NIE this july... date me ppl! gonna be "learning my gongfu" in the "mountains" haha..

.-PoNdErEd.UpoN.wiV.TeArs.@. {4:53 PM}.
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