我好希望整个地球只剩下我和你我就能勇敢的说我还爱你

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

18th Aug... (sat)
met up with Rena, Spen, Ting... according to Ting.. it was a gathering suggested by Spen... so sweet of her to call for a gathering... :) Thanks to Ting n her bf... thanks for sending me to cityhall... it was a nice ride.... her bf is friendly... i give them my blessings... hehe... Spen is as skinny and fair as ever.... please tan yourself n.... eat more?? hehe... rena... you still look as fine and pretty... don't worry about putting on a little weight... give you and glenn my very blessings too!! both of you really looked loving and compatible... :) We met up to watch fireworks together!! the fireworks were really beautiful and they were really like... super close to us... like... it's just above us... super nice!!! I just kept WOW-ing with Spen esp... It's really impressive.... But i just can't help thinking about how the tax payer feels when their taxes are actually spent on fireworks and POOF! their hardearn money just disappear in minutes..... i really love fireworks! they are beautiful.... but i guess... because fireworks disappear very fast... so we cherish all the chances to view them... if they are always readily available... i guess... we wouldn't feel so much for them anymore... haha... sound so emotional.... ate "dinner" with them at Thai Express... I love the glass noodles there.... but.... i really have a super small appetite after the surgery.... only ordered a chicken broth.... but it's delicious too! hehe.. hmm... why inverted commas for dinner?? cos it's really late.... i seldom have late dinners alr.... and.... i told them i gonna go home by 10.30..... and in the end.... i start to be on my way back at about 1.30.... 3 hours later.... but it was really nice to catch up with them once in a while... :)

19 Aug.. (Sun)
Met up with wl... ratatouile not screening yet... so we meet for dinner and shopping!!! went beach road... bugis... central.... though it's mere spending time together... but i really do cherish the time we could spend together... esp when it's when he is in ns.... the time he could spare is really little... :) anyway.... yah.... everytime he goes back to camp... i'll miss him... so when he's out for a breather... i'll love to spend time with him... even if it's just a meal together or acc him to buy groceries.... i just love my boy... :P

20 Aug (Mon)
Monday blues...... it's lesson time againz.... and my monday is always a bad start... cos my lesson is really early.... it's 8.30am!!! hate to leave home that early.... i realised that i'm more and more homely person... i like to coop at home.... haha..... hmm.... bad day cos end of the day.... my ed psy group member come to me and say... our group assignment is due next week.... so we gonna meet up n discuss..... which means...... i need to come early or forgo my break...... so... ya... our meeting was set on 22 Aug....(Wed.... today!!!) boo hoo!!

21 Aug... (Tues)
I love Tues...... i have my fav. ed psy lesson... the one on classroom management... it's super fun and i love the tutor lots..... she always have stories for us to hear.... i love to listen to stories.... when i'm young... i always wish to have a parent or anyone who is super sweet...... who can read me bedtime stories to put me to slp.... haha... but too bad..... there isn't anyone doing so.... but i still enjoy listening to stories.... hehe... Tues is my lecture day..... so can dress super casual like nobody's biz... haha... went to find out about the CLEAR club with xiao ying and jia shyuan... not very interested to commit myself in any club.... the distance to nie puts me off... haha... at the end of everything...... thanks to jack who send me to boon lay station in his red march.... i felt quite bad cos it's not in the way... he purposely did a detour... but it's really nice of him to do so... gonna give him a treat someday... :)

22 Aug (Wed)
TODAY!!!!! started off sch at a late time.... 1.30... first time attending the yu fa tutorial.... on mc for the 1st tutorial and 2nd tutorial was cancelled..... the teacher is really humorous too... enjoyed the lesson... but.... the content to learn is really confusing me.... need some clarifications!! met up with my ed psy group members to discuss about the proj.... obviously an hour is not enough to get everything done.... so.... we gonna meet up again tml.... Happy.... lessons cancelled tomorrow.... so it's late lessons again!!! but.............. sobx sobx.... make up on friday....... which is originally my fav day... cos no lessons..... but heng.... the makeup lessons are in the morning.... so i'll still have my afternoon!!! hehe... met up with cl for dinner tonite and catch up lots.... it seems like the both of us din really change much... i mean.... behaviour,etc appearance.. of cos he did.... hair style... dye hair....,etc but it's just the same old us chatting.... and of cos... he'll never let go of chances to make fun of me.... :) i hope to meet up with more sec sch frens... i just miss all the time we spent together in sec sch days... the good old days.... arh.... i miss those days.... :) :) :)

.-PoNdErEd.UpoN.wiV.TeArs.@. {10:57 PM}.
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Got a song in canto very nice.. by a hong kong singer.. Janice Wei Lan. I like this canto song in english... the title is Never Let You Go... it has got the same tune and the lyrics is very meaningful..

The rain, just never seems to bring
the joy, I feel the same
everlasting pain of my loss remains
My heart, can''t seem to learn to part
the hold you left the mark
all that I dreamed of now it seems so stark
Tho I told myself won''t hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now,
but give in
If you gave me,
one chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won''t live
my life without you
If you gave me, one chance to tell you
how i was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and ya know,
I''d never let you go
The way, you left me on the train
I don''t know what to say
I remember everything on that day
I can''t believe we''d never dance
I just need one more chance
to share the sunset our one last romance
Tho I told myself won''t hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now, but give in
If you gave me, one chance to tell you
how i was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you
I won''t live my life without you
If you gave me, one chance to tell you
how i was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and ya know,
I''d never let you go

the canto song is called 大哥

如果兄妹相称太多醒不起喜欢我
快研究和我这异性拍拖
讹称知己的真太多当女共男未变爱侣
不吻过自然没结果没有好感怎会相亲相爱
大哥只是掩饰能做对爱侣
堕落成朋友谁心息我要爱情不需要登对
不需得你允许兄妹真有趣
不需要分居忘记辈份再追
我要爱情摧毁世交也不失一个壮举
相恋的证据假使要争取
唯有约定和大哥喝醉 hm yeah woo…

曾经双手执一杆枪想逼供你一趟
我和你无爱谁没有智商
如果恋爱必须创伤想你亦明白到我俩
需开心都也受够伤 yeah woo…yeah…

.-PoNdErEd.UpoN.wiV.TeArs.@. {10:16 AM}.
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Thursday, August 16, 2007

Those who are sadly dragged down by me........ i'm..... SORRY!!!! :P

The "I" Meme (with courtesy of tingz)

Rules of the game : **Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. **People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. **At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!

1. I like to: watch dramas, movies or rather.. any television programmes that is screening

2. I am allowed: to slp as long as i want

3. My favourite part of my body is: my hair? cos it's in rather good condition?

4. If i could fix one part of my human body: my fats! lols

5. I hate: to be accused and bad-mouthed

6. If I could date a female celebrity, I would date: anyone i could find and get her to intro me a hunk! :P

7. If i could date a male celebrity, its: Bosco Wong or Lin Feng

8. Im attracted to: anything that is cute!! BABIES!!

9. I hate it: when i am asked to do something that i hate

10. I prefer to sleep: on my comfy bed!

6 unlucky ones chosen to do this are:
1. my bro, kwan loong
2. my sis, cai ping
3. WONG cai ping
4. Cousin, kiki
5. lynette
6. yan xing

.-PoNdErEd.UpoN.wiV.TeArs.@. {8:16 PM}.
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woah.... realised i haven't blog for a week... abit wierd... cos previously blog so often.... but got reason wan..... cos previously resting and rotting away at home... cos everyday so sian... den blog lor... now sch start.... hmm... went to bowl and watch fireworks with my aunt, cousins, niece and nephew!! it was really fun! the kids are really cute... simply just love the time spent with them! next day, friday, 10 aug... finally meet up with my boy!! went for movie, dinner as usual... but really cherish the time together... this weekend so happy... cos really got to spend alot of time with him... saturday acc him for dinner and sunday, we went to vivo to check out handphones, shop around... bought donuts from donut parlour... not as nice as donut factory.... boo hoo!! (thanks to my cousin's boyfren, bryan who went to queue for more than 2 hours at raffles city, donut factory on national day and brought to marina square for us to taste the superb donuts!) ya... so.... get wad i mean?? donut factory is definitely a 5* donut shop... haha... but the queuing time puts me off....

finally started my tutorials this week... i think my tutors are really nice and friendly... they don't order you around, gives us respect and treat us like fellow colleagues... feel homely... hehe... but my days starts late and of cos ends late too... usually ends about evening.... but i dun have the need to wake up too early to go to sch except for monday.. got lesson at 8.30am... but... i still think my timetable is rather good... so far, so good... trying to make more friends there... den can find khakis to study together and mug together early... cos i think i'm getting alot of question marks.... esp my chinese part... some parts are really confusing... i like the educational psychology lessons! it's really interesting!! gonna meet up with my GESL group tml for the 2nd time... missed out alot of stuff with them... i hope i wouldn't feel left out tml...

tingz calling for a gathering... or shd i say... spen?? anyway.. ya... gonna meet up with them on friday nite... ya... this friday nite at 7pm... think gonna watch fire works with them too... i think the last nutty gathering was in.... january?? can't really remember the date... but can remember it's at cineleisure... haha.. anyway... looking forward to the meet upz! gotta pen off... :)

.-PoNdErEd.UpoN.wiV.TeArs.@. {12:03 AM}.
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Wednesday, August 08, 2007

just received a sms from my boy... he's super tired, waiting for cab home with some friends.... HOWEVER, all the cabs go hide again!!!

Speaking about this really does make my blood boil....

Recently in the news, it's been reported that some MERCEDES cabs "park" along clarke quay, outside MOS, waiting for tourists to "hail" them... and they will charge at $35!!! that's horrible... they are like lions!! according to the reporter, only at certain places like hotels' taxi service, changi airport or expo, there are special cases where merc cab will charge at this rate, but THESE blackhearted cabbies decide to "CHEAT" the tourists' money... and when the tourists happen to ask locals whether this fare is reasonable, the rude cabbie told the local off, asking the local to mind his own biz... how can this be happening?? this is such a shame to singapore....

talking about the cabbies, i really think that singapore really "dotes" them too much.. thinking that they don't have enough income when there's a hike in petrol prices,etc so, they let the cabs charge all the peak hour charge($2), ERP, midnite charge., on-call, city area charge...etc and THESE cabbies really know how to make full use of these charges... when it's peak hour, all the cabs will come out... when it's like... 30 mins before peak hour, it's super hard to get a cab... why?? because they go hiding.... eat or drink or even park somewhere to take a nap... so they can earn the peak hour ($2) WHAT ELSE?? they go hiding so that people will call them...... ON CALL CHARGES... $4!!! So, when you are in the city area, it's super duper hard to get a cab... because..... they want you to CALL at PEAK hour to earn all the GOOOOOOOOD money... So, in this way, cabbies are "encouraged" to hide in corners and wait for the good money, instead of going out to search for commuters... i wonder if this is the reason why more cab companies are opening... and is this the reason why... with more cab companies, more people are deprived of the chance of hailing a cab on the street... more cabs that are empty and has the "busy" and "on call" sign on their decks....

I simply "LOVE" the cabbies!!!

.-PoNdErEd.UpoN.wiV.TeArs.@. {8:55 PM}.
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today is the last day of my mc... hehe... of cos... it's alot better... though can't open my mouth as easy as last time (for the time being..... i hope...) can eat simple smaller sized items already... like.... noodles, bee hoon, porridge.. the ingredients.. only the softer ones can eat... :( missed eating jap food... loved sushi~ gonna return to sch on monday... had been slacking for half a month of august... but still get paid... *grinz* hehe.. hmm... but sad.. sad.. sad... can't claim for my surgery... all say it's considered as dental treatment.. dental cannot claim wan.... so sad.... after govt subsidy, still need to pay $900+ lehz....

Anyway, read sunday times over the weekends and saw an ad by HP... there's a promotion for the laptop... it's quite a good deal... $1499 for the laptop that has all the functions... plus... hmm.... something that i can claim too..... haha.. MOE has a learning and development claim for teachers... for me, with job experience less that 15 years, i have $400 a year to claim for things i buy that can "improve" my "productivity" eg. laptop, books, smartphones, pda...etc so..... it's gonna somehow bring down the amount of money i pay.. so, why not?? i'm super interested in getting the hp laptop... anyone wanna subsidise me further?? hehe..

.-PoNdErEd.UpoN.wiV.TeArs.@. {7:50 PM}.
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Tuesday, August 07, 2007

4th Aug... went with my mum to marina bay for the ndp show rehearsal... this is not a full rehearsal.. so, there's many things missing... like.... FIREWORKS!!! (Aww... so sad...) BUT... i have to thank YINGRU for the tix anyway.... cos it's the first time ndp is held there.... and it's really an eyeopener!! it's a rare opportunity... it's better than nothing!! (I was actually rotting at home, going mouldy already with my stupid swell face... SO, really thank him so much!!) I think with fireworks, it will really be a grand grand grand show!! looking forward to the real NDP show!! dun have tix.. but will be meeting my cousins n my cute nieces and nephew to merlion park to take a look and to feel the "HEAT". Below are some pix i took during the show!!

Day Time....

Soon...... It's Darker and Darker... *Yawnz* :P

.-PoNdErEd.UpoN.wiV.TeArs.@. {6:18 PM}.
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Thursday, August 02, 2007

dun like to pick up the calls... can't speak... good thing mum is home most of the time.. den she can pick up the home fone.. today the bleeding had stopped somehow.. but.. can't really close my mouth.. lower lips is swelling.. face swells slightly too... aww... i had this... dun hungry... eat only for the sick of taking my medicine.. cos.. must be after food.. if not will have gastric pain cos the medicine may be too strong... and ya... know wad is my food like? it's bread crumbs that i use 10 minutes to make them into small bits.. (as small as abt... i can say... 3mm??) and i only "ate" about a tablespoon full of these bread crumbs together with a considerably dilute, room temperature and less than half a cup of milo... can't bite.. so have to swallow these bread crumbs down with the milo.. and most of the time... got abit feeling like gonna be choked like that... so sick... make me lose all my appetite further... everytime wanna take medicine, need to put aside about at least half an hour to "prepare" my meal... which is the bread crumb... whole day like pig like that... slp and slp and slp... can't go out.. scared ppl see my pig face.. can't eat... will choke to death... can't chat on the fone the kill boredom... can't concentrate watching drama... feels groggy most of the time... can only keep ranting in my blog...

anyway... thanks to all those who had sent me sms or tag a word of concern.. that is deeply appreciated... cos... these actually help to bring up my mood a little... :)

.-PoNdErEd.UpoN.wiV.TeArs.@. {7:02 PM}.
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Wednesday, August 01, 2007

i am back from my surgery... was fully aslp when they were removing the teeth, dunno everything they do.. even stitching my gum up.. when i start to regain my conscious, still no energy to move.. only can open my eyes by a bit...super groggy... that time, i was still in the operation theatre.. after a while, a nurse took my blood pressure and heart beat.... afterwhich, they pushed me to the day ward.. i start to regain more energy.. my mouth was also hurting.. i pressed the nurses bell and see if they could give me painkillers or sth... a kind nurse came to attend me.. she changed the cotton that i have in my mouth, gave me some apple juice and let me gargle a little bit of water to spit out the blood... she told me to rest towards the side that is not so painful (my left side...) i tried to get back to slp since i still feel groggy... but i could not.. then i guy came with all my medication.. the nurse then came back to to attend to me, giving me the painkiller.. then i tried my best to go back to slp... wanted to reach for my hp.. but it's locked inside the cupboard and i also got no energy.. so, after the surgery, i just wake up feeling groggy and go back to slp again.. i must be a very ma fan patient.. after taking the painkillers, a while later, i wanna go to the washroom, so i press the nurse bell again.. den the nurse accompanied me to the washroom, she try to make me feel better by talking to me, saying that after a while, things will be alright... she even ask me wad was my height.. say i very tall... but i couldn't really speak... so she just make her own guessing... my throat hurts alot... dunno wad i put during the surgery... now my throat has some abrasion... so, it's painful when i swallow things... only had the apple juice today.. dun feel hungry.. just lost all my appetite... hope everything will end sooner...
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my face after the surgery, actually swell... and as mentioned by the nurses, it will swell to the worst stage when it is 72 hours after the surgery... which is saturday morning... dunwan him to see my pig face.... but wanna see him.... dunno wad to do... Now, i can only drink or swallow very very soft food and it must be about room temperature.. not too hot, not too cold.. no spicy too.. (anyway, i don't take spicy food too...) hope everything won't affect the cousin's outing on national day too... miss my nieces and nephew alot... wanna see them,...

I think Ting is interested in knowing the cost of the operation.... anyway.. ya... before govt subsidy, it's about $1700.. After govt subsidy is about $950... about half the original cost... so i would advise people to spend abit of money to see dentist is polyclincs first... den will have govt subsidy for consultation as well as surgery... (just take note!! go to the correct polyclinic... if you wanna extract from A.H, den must go NHG polyclinics.. if SGH, den go singhealth polyclinics... so you can get the correct referer... singhealth will not refer you to A.H.) payment can be medisave (parent's or your own one... if it's own medisave, not enough money, can top up with cash, nets or credit card..)

last but not least...... thanks to all the Alexander Hospital staff... they were really nice and helpful.... Happy Nurses Day!!! (today is the nurses day for A.H)

.-PoNdErEd.UpoN.wiV.TeArs.@. {6:04 PM}.
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